Saturday, June 11, 2005

Feeling the blues

I wanna run away…from friends, parents, college, classes, aptitude tests, DCATs and just everything. There are times when tension grips u n u don’t know where to turn to…everybody around is willing to help u but u suddenly seem to lose ur voice. U want to scream, help me help me and all that u can manage in a whimper, devoid of any meaning or sound. Just a silent prayer that people who care for u will hear u…they won’t require audible sounds….they wont require explanations…..nothing…nothing at all. But u feel overburdened…overburdened by their expectations or the lack of it, their tolerance, their impatience, their concern, their faith in you…just by anything and everything. U wallow in self pity for sometime. Stifled by the surroundings…finally the a small voice from within u muster enough courage to squeak , “ I am tensed abut my post grad. What should I do? God help me!” and the damage control plan goes into overdrive. Suddenly everyone around is doing ttheir best to find about about future career prospects, assuring you that maybe all is not lost. Friends rally behind u, kid bro understands those temper tantrums, Mom discusses media with her kitty friends, Dad with his colleagues. Everyone is trying to help. A top B-school may not just accept u but u r already accepted into something much more larger, much more stable, much more warm and secure. B-schools can wait, right now its thank u time. And I m off to thanking all those people who made me realize that world doesn’t end if u don’t plan ahead. Ur planning just opens a whole new world ahead for u :)

26 Comments:

Blogger SmartOxymoron said...

This too shall pass.

11:05 AM  
Blogger Sreekesh Menon said...

even roses come with a stink and a prick!

4:13 PM  
Blogger manuscrypts said...

and it might open doors to worlds unknown!! :)

5:40 AM  
Anonymous sqrlNT said...

so true. I know how many people I may have troubled about 'career choices' over the years..each of them deserves a great big hug and a thank you

7:13 AM  
Blogger Golden Words said...

i have a test tomorrow and i am reading blogs, oh god!! bye

[mastering sudden disappearences]
G.W

4:12 AM  
Anonymous aqua said...

best wishes, :)

9:38 PM  
Blogger El Diabl020 said...

:)

..
well.. good..
It'll pass.. everythign will slow down back again..
or not..
I don't know wtf I'm saying.. Sometimes there is nothing appropriate to say.. So i just type something that might just pass off as vaguely profound...
:)

7:46 PM  
Blogger SmartOxymoron said...

If youre wondering why you just sneezed, someone remembered you.

6:52 AM  
Blogger erratica said...

Soxy, :)

9:42 AM  
Blogger erratica said...

sreekesh, i guess i wanted the roses in a bouquet with their thorns already cut ;)

sqrlnt,i think ppl so thru similar phases

GW, lol

11:45 PM  
Blogger erratica said...

manu, i am still waiting for those doors to open :)

el diabl020, thanks for trying; Profound??? we'ill discuss that some other times.

soxy, :)

11:48 PM  
Anonymous A Cynic in Wonderland said...

Try drifting with the flow ...works well sometimes!

8:49 PM  
Blogger erratica said...

yeah i guess so, just too i wont end just as an anchorless drifter ;)

7:59 AM  
Blogger SmartOxymoron said...

Ever feel lost? Ever wish someone found you? Ever thought it would never happen?
Thanks for remembering me :)

8:29 AM  
Blogger . : A : . said...

"I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear
Down the walls
That hold me inside"

Listen to some U2. It will take everything away.

:-)

8:29 AM  
Blogger Samudraa said...

Been there myself erratica,this too shal pass :)

life will teach u lessons that u know didnt exist...

Ahh..didn't mean to sound preachy,just got a bit nostalgic :)

6:36 AM  
Blogger Khakra said...

you gotta live up to being erratica! and hey, if life was normal and happy everytime.. it would be so b o r i n g! you may be finding it tough, but so enjoyable, isn't it?

9:44 PM  
Blogger Elixir said...

u cud jus gime a call u kno!!!
im too midfuqd, mayb we ll booze together, or mayb go 2 pune, visit purv?? wat say?!

oh btw i think im bak in da blog world.

11:26 AM  
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